We had a hmmm not "a" should a's arguments... As we had a mouth fight more than one time... It's plural isn't?
Sometime I just can't stand and burst..throwing some harsh words to him.. Unintentionally... We had a trip to KL today... But I guess we had cold war more than 3-4 times, just because of small matters...
I just don't get why we seems to have communication gap., or I think we have it but in actual it's normal... He just can't catch what I'm trying to say, and I believe same to him...
We have not been talking since we back from LRT station. Now he's sleeping next to me separated by a pillow, back to back with each other.
I think me being a xxxxxx girlfriend not suitable to be pair with him. He is someone who is so innocent while I'm a fierce girlfriend. He is making himself so miserable keep on silent when I'm making a fuss. Is this call tolerance?
I believe there will be a day where he can't stand of me and ends it, just like "him". I'm so emo now, because I care or because I'm PMS? my period will be coming anytime soon. But can't Be using the same reason every month for throwing tantrum isn't?
I thought I found someone that love me more, but infact the more your partner love you, the more pain you are when you realize you hurt them more, more than how he love you.
I'm not sure weather he still reading this blog, but I would like to say sorry. Sorry for being such a horrible girlfriend to you.
Best regards,
Elaine Tam
