X'mas mood

We've been hopping quite a numberof shopping mall recently, and as expected those shopping malls were decorated with Christmas decoration. Christmas tree everywhere, santa clause everywhere, bling bling ornaments everywhere, etc etc.

This year will be our first year celebrating Christmas together gather and we plan to buy a gift to each other as appreciation to our 6 months relationship. *wink wink* I'm still scratching my head, squeezing my brain juice thinking what to buy for him as our first Christmas present. It should be practical or should be romantic or should be something which can be used by both of us! hahahah!

Anyway, still long way to go for Christmas day. But for now, we can start to get the Christmas feeling by hopping around shopping mall, taking photos and jalan jalan around. :)
So far, we've been to Bukit Tinggi Jusco, The IKANO, The Curve so far. Nothing much but repeating seeing same santa, same christmas tree, same deco.. Siennn~

I always wanted to go Mid Valley to see those big bears there. I saw their theme decoration at Mid Valley from friend's facebook.. you will see damn alot of big bears there. But I know we will need to jam to be there during weekend, and I'm surely it would be crowded during weekend also. I bet there will be no chance for us to take photos without saying "excuse me" or waiting for our queue to stand next to the bear or maybe taking photos without additional heads at the back of us. Siennn!!!

So at last after few rounds of mind-struggling, we decide to go nearby shopping malls to ensure won't trap in th traffic for hours...

#1 Camwhore while on the way..


#2 Us us us... :)


#3 Upon reaching The IKANO. The Christmas decoration by Toy'R'US.


#4 The picture for both of us.. sighh, Why i look so fat her! T_T


#5 Ok, this one looks better abit covering my big fatty bom bom arm..


#6 CHiakk!! I'm hiding behind the tree!


#7 With the deco at The Curve... The doll theme *I guess*


#8 With the center court deco at Bukit Tinggi Jusco


#9 Hmmm.. I wonder I am the heroin or the trees are the heroin.. lol!


#10 Babe's turn... heheh!


#11 Jeng Jeng Jeng... Close shot of us! ^_^


#22 I like this.. but the pose abit dull huh.. :p


#23 The treessssss.. sigh.. treesss again...


#24 Do not let go the chance to take photo with the tree.. this tree is for sale one.. LOL

Suprise Welcome

*** Backdated post***

Me being the tricky me, plan to throw s suprise welcome for my babe since he's been away from Malaysia to business trip at Bangkok for so long, in conjunction with the trip with mom to IKEA last week. I manage to buy him some stuffs from IKEA which I think suit his room.

1) New sleeping pillow and new love-shaped pillow (for deco) considering his original small pillow which cannot fit my big-head-prawn head.. LOL!!



2) New floor mat considering his house only use old rag clothes as floor mat



3) A notice board to paste our sweet sweet photos and with customized text.. Nice isn't ? hheheeh! *tak tau malu*



4) IKEA Plastic container considering he collected alot and its a good way to organize the plastics.


5) Container to place inside his plastic fordable wardrobe, since he always complain that the board is peeling off.


6) A under-table container to place all his stuffs which he placed on top of his tables. It make his table messy all the times and its quite hard to celan as well. Awwww... I'm such a good girlfriend! hahahha! I don't even buy for my own room ok! Hahahaha! *angkat bakul sendiri again*

I guess that's much about it... I spent RMXXX over those stuffs and I'm glad he likes it! :)

:: waiting ... waiting & waiting::

This is the 4th day Vincent off to Bangkok leaving me alone here @ Malaysia chi sang chi mit! Hahahhahah!

Nothing much to say but I miss him so much, considering we meet everyday previously and now we need to be apart for 5 days. You know well, we as women will started to think nonsense when we are ALONE and when we got nothing to do ... It's our natural behavior ok! :p

Maybe I should jote down the up and down of my feeling so I will be manage to

Sunday

Sent him off to airport early morning, had a quick breakfast with him, we had McDonald. This is the first time I drive so far from KLIA back to Steph's house at Sg Buloh ALONE! ALONE ! ALONE! Ok...Terror leh... Frankly, I sibeh scared actually when I offer to fetch him to airport considering that I need to drive back alone.. But just to make sure I can see him longer, so I can send him off safely to airport, and then I take the risk to rely on the GoogleMaps... Thankfully it did not bring me to Holland! hehehehe!


Sadly, he did not manage to activate his roaming and make a phone call back to KL and gladly he manages to buy Bangkok mobile prepaid number. According to him, the phone charges are as cheap as THB1 per minute! Yuhuuu!! he can call me back anytime when he miss me.


He spent most of his days shopping with his colleagues and I spent my time shopping with mom. So both of us enjoying our own leisure time shopping. And we manage to spent time at night MSN'ing each other and call each other before both of us doze to sleep.


Monday

It seems so hard to get to him either through phone or email today regardless that he said it’s cheap to use Bangkok mobile to call me back. I did SMS him and email him, maybe the delay due to he is in training and the cost to reply my sms is quite expensive. The cost for a SMS from his Bangkok mobile is THB60 and SMS from his Maxis mobile phone is RM1 per sms. T_T. So only I keep on messaging him replying my status, telling him where I am, what I'm doing, and so on. The ratio maybe 5:1 replies. Anyway, I truly understand that and don't expect much from that. Just be happy when I receive the valuable sms/call from him.


I just can't wait for the time when he off the work and reach hotel. That's the time when I can really talk to him, telling him how much I miss him even though it's just a day. Unfortunately, he sent sms telling me that he will back late because he will need to entertain the Bangkok manager to night market for a beer session and won't be able to back so early, requesting me to sleep first. Me being the "hard-neck" me, I decided to wait for my darling because I would like to talk to him, let him see my "cat-face" and I want to see him also.


Unfortunately, he not manages to be back on time/early and I fall asleep on my bed, on my notebook hugging the notebook hoping him to buzz from MSN me when he reach hotel. It's 3am when I was awake from the sleep, and saw his SMS telling me he is drunk/vomited and reach hotel around 1:30am. I don't know why but I felt sad when not being able to reach him or contact him. It makes me feel a little bit depressed and it makes me think of my past. I know I should understand his situation considering his first visit to Bangkok and he need to follow the majority but I just felt so so so so emo during that time. I wish I could tell him how I truly feel and share everything with him and nevertheless how I wish he could be here with me when I'm emotional-not-balanced.

Anyway a day just pass, and it will be sooner when we will get to meet to each other again.

Tuesday

It's Tuesday and called him early morning due to missing him so much, furthermore without being able to reach to him yesterday night. But he seems doesn't want to talk much, maybe its morning. And adding to that, he sleeps quite late yesterday. So without talks much, we had a quick morning talk updating about each other. He said he went to have a beer session with Bangkok manager and vomited on the way back to hotel. It seems like I will not have the chance to talk to him again tonight.

When I almost giving up in waiting for him, out of sudden he popped up when I was watching drama. Awwwwwwwww!!! It’s like seeing angel coming down from the sky!! Hahahha! But unfortunately, he will be around for 30 mins – 10 mins (bath time), and we only left with 20 minutes to talk/chat to each other before he move his ass off from the hotel room. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Again, so hard to reach him. Depressed again…. Sighhhhh! So I off to bed around 9 something (that’s so early the earliest record I’ve ever had in my life FML) due to nothing to do and most important sleepy because can’t get a good sleep last night waiting for him. T_T Switch off the light but however still stubbornly thought to wait for him to come back thus keeping my notebook on. Thank god, I was awake around 1230am and manage to talk to him for like 30 minutes until 1am. Yeeehhaaa!! But, since I was half-awake I was so blur in communicating with him. I can only remember he told me he went to see tiger show and been “cheated” as much as THB600 for the entrance fee and THB300 for the tips. T_T

Wednesday

Due to potential unforeseen plan of his schedule, I did not expect him to online early tonight so I won’t be disappointed again. So I continue to watch my HK TVB Drama episode by episode.

Suprisingly, I’m very happy today because I manage to talk to him all and for once through Skype, seeing each other clearly (clear until he manage to see how many pimples I had also =.=””). They went back to hotel early because their boss not feeling well. If not because of that reason, I guess I won't be able to talk to him as well I guess. =.="

This will be the only night where I manage to talk to him and tell him everything from my work, to his mom to his work, about my daily routine, etc etc. And thank god, I’m emotional balanced after the call after so many days did not really have a proper and precious time in talking to each other.


Thursday

Today will be his last night @Bangkok and as usual I off from work and waiting for him to return to hotel as usual. I should be happy that I will be able to see him soon, just another night @ Bangkok.

Again I seems like waiting for something to drop from the sky. Keep on waiting waiting and waiting and at the end, he's not back yet even the clock reaching 1am. T_T Maybe I'm just too tired to continue to wait until midnight everyday after long drive journey to Kraft office for the whole weekend, make me feel so tired and emotionally not balanced when I failed to reach him when I expected him too. With the reason, they all went to night market to grab sourveniers.

Sighh, am I expecting too much from this relationship? Maybe I put too much of attention and time in making sure it will not end the same like my past. I think I should learn how to give each other space and time. Forgive me for being pushy, but I will learn.

Friday

At last, it's been so long waiting for the day... Today will be the day where I will be meeting my long-lost-boyfriend.. Hahahahah! I will go and fetch him from airport tonight and thank God, I manage to find the road despite of me driving alone there and i'm so sleepy driving so late at night =.=""

Maybe too urge to see him, I reach an hour early to airport despite me who drive 60-70km/hr at a 110 km/hr highway... Luckily police did not stop me or summon me for disturbing the highway. Hahahah!

I waited there keep on staring at the arrival notice board, keep on monitoring the minutes ticking from one minute to another minute.. And guess what, the flight delayed for 30mins =.=" wtf.. and I keep on walking left and right, left and right, hoping the time flies faster...

Finally, he on his phone upon arrival and called me to inform me that he will be out "soon". Ohhhh Wait again.. And I started to feel that I've lost my toes and legs due to the numb feeling I guess. T_T Thank God he's out, and how I wish to jump to him and give him a long hug after so long never really hug him. But unfortunately, he act so passively, acting so cool in front of his colleagues. So Ima act cool also lo.. kns...

Anyway, I manage to give him a long deep kiss upon reaching life (hopefully no CCTV inside the lift) Hahahahaha! Thank God he's back, and we finally back to our normal routines!

:: PMS ::

Sorry babe for being such emotional for these few days..
I know I've been harsh sometime in talking to you..
I know sometime I might use the wrong words to ask for clarification..
I know but nothing I can say but sorry..

I know you've been trying hard to please me,
Regardless it's my fault or your fault,
You just remain silent and let me say what I want,
Not sure it's because of who I am,
Or because I'm on PMS,
I'm 2-3 days before my actual period day now.

For your information, I felt so bad these few days,
I felt so fat when standing in front of the mirror,
Seeing how big my tummy is,
How flabby my arm and thigh,
How big is my buttock,
How tight my jeans became.

I felt so ugly when I stand in front of the mirror,
I feel so FUGLY with all the blemishes and pimples on my face,
How ugly I am with the dark eye circle I had,
How ugly I am with the deep eye bag I had,
How ugly I am with the un-even skin tone I had,
How ugly I am with the black/whiteheads I had on my face, esepcially on my cheek! Yuckkkssss!!!

I felt so emo when removing my makeup,
When realizing that I actually super fugly without makeup,
Despite how others say how cute and pretty I am (when I'm on makeup),
I'm not naturally like that and I am ugly without makeup actually.

All just make me feel bad and feel like why I'm still here,
Go die better right.. =..=""
So emo now.. sighhhhh T_T

:: Sweet Sweet Supper *again* ::

Another weekend has arrived and guess what we did for our Saturday night? Yeah ya.. dessert *again* regardless we just had it last Saturday night. Hehehehe! We head off to SS2 after attending Pris's wedding buffet, for having Sago Loh @ KTZ dessert house, a famous house which used to famous with their "fruit-sai-mai-loh" and some other snacks such as fried boxing chicken, fried yam, and etc etc etc.

Lucky us, we manage to find a near car park despite of crowds around SS2 area during Saturday night. And lucky us, we manage to grab a place on time, before the queue became long just few minutes after our arrival. Lucky us for the day huh! We should buy lottery ^_^

So we proceed to order 1) Mango Loh and 2) Red bean dessert to fill our craving stomach. Surprisingly, there are still a lot of peoples who look for dessert even though it's already quite late as we reach there around 10++pm. Don't they scared of FAT? Don't they scared of tooth-ache? hahah! I should ask these questions to myself hor.. LOL!!

I hope Babe won't complain why I seems to looks fatter nowadays, but if he did I will say
"You la!! Bring me eat dessert so often, so make me gain fats in such a short time!" hehehehe! So on conclusion, he can't complain I'm fat and to ensure that he won't complain, I will make sure he gain weight as much as I do! LOL!!

#1 KTZ Dessert house

#2 The menu

#3 RM2.60 Red Bean with nut.. Taste not bad but abit expensive for such a small bowl

#4 Babe with his mango lo..

#5 My turn my turn! We used all the dessert as props..

#6 Camwhoring!! ^_^ Luv you babe!

Lonely, I am so lonely

Vincent will be away to Bangkok for business trip on a week after following, 21st ~ 26th November 2010.... 6 days in total!!!! For your information, the longest period that I've been apart from him in the months being with him was 1.5 days! =.=" And now we need to separate for so many days. T_T


Someone told me to learn to be independent, and not to be sticky gum to your boyfriend/girlfriend. I know being sticky is not good, as it will increase the dependency to each other, or we might get bored to each other sooner as compare to those couple who see each other like once a week.


There is alot of preparation that both of us need to do before his flight to Bangkok such as :

1) Web cam
* This is very important as without webcam, I can't see him and he can't see me. Hehehehe! But worry that his office notebook can't do any further installation for MSN and install the driver for the webcam.. *long sighhh***

2) Microphone
*This is also important as chat through MSN is free and we can fully utilize the FOC line to chat whole night until the microphone get burned! Hahahhahah!

3) Prepare 1 week plan on his abscence
*This is abit hard as normally I will looking for ward for the end of the day to meet him for dinner, for dessert, for badminton, for everything. But with his absence, I will lesser things to do. I've think of something that I could such as watching the TVB movie which was copied by him like a month ago, just couldn't find time to watch it. Or of course looking for JUne for chum session, like long time never chit chat with her personally liao.. ^_^

Or maybe I can find this ample of times to update my blog, all the post-dated post. I can spend time with my dad and mom as well by visitting them at shop or spending night chit-chatting with them. Ok, I think I will have alot of things to fill my free time, don't worry babe, I can survive while waiting for you to come back! Heheheheh!

4) Plan to drive him to/from airport
* I don't know how to go!! Need to practise and get the help from Google Maps...T_T

5) Survey the cheapest phone rate calling to/from BKK/Malaysia- Got it!! :)
*Never know it's so cheap to call from Malaysia to Bangkok fixed fine, even cheaper than me calling fixed line here (stupid Telekom!). But the bad thing is I can only call him when he's back to hotel.

a)Calling from Malaysia--> BKK fixed line = RM0.18/min
*Using the dialing code 1320066 <6>


b)Calling from Malaysia--> BKK mobile = RM0.43/min
*Using the dialing code 1320066 <6>
Receiving call from Malaysia using KK mobile line = BKK mobile service rate applies

c)Calling from Malaysia -->Maxis/non-maxis mobile (BKK) = Normal rate applies
Receiving from Malaysia Maxis mobile = RM4.50/min

d)Calling from BKK-->Maxis/non-Maxis mobile = RM3.00/min
*Using the dialing code *120*6<10>#
Receiving call from BKK Maxis mobile = no charges

e)SMS back from BKK --> Maxis Mobile = RM1.00/sms
SMS to BKK = Normal rate applies

6) .............................................. <-- This will be mystery item to be prepared! ^_^ I guess that's much about

I WILL MISS YOU BABE!!! Muaksss! Take care when you're over there ya! Miss you!

:: Dessert time ::

It's been a packed weekend as well, as our schedule was packed with badminton session, tuition session, shopping session, karaoke session, dinner session, sleeping session........... fuhhh!!

Anyway, out of the busy hectic schedule, we manage to slot in dessert time during our Saturday night. We always wanted to get some dessert and I bought him to SnowFlakes which is located at SS15, Subang. It's Taiwanese dessert house, a famous, I mean super famous dessert house which always full with peoples ("people mountain, people sea") hahahhaahha!

So as expected, Vincent got shocked upon reaching when he saw so many peoples filling all the tables and chairs and even shocker when he see such a long queue waiting for order, they even queue until the main entrance. =.=""" Maybe it's Saturday, that's why everybody so free to queue and waited so long for a bowl of dessert.

Due to "people mountain, people sea" crowds on that night, we went to dessert house which is located just downstairs of SnowFlakes. And suprisingly, quite alot of people hanging in there as well, but luckily we manage to grab a seat. ^_^

We order a plate of peanut sweet soup ("fa sang wu") @RM5.50 and a bowl of sago with natta de coco sweet soup @ RM5.00. I've been craving for "fa sang wu" for so long but just can't find a good place to get it. Now I know I can get a yummylicious peanut sweet soup which is not too sweet and not too expensive from this dessert house. Yehhaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ^_^

#1 @ Sunway Pyramid, finding shops to get my working shoes


#2 Hong Kong Dessert house


#3 Menu.. choose choose choose...


#4 Babe having his dessert... I re-take this photo because he claimed the earlier cannot his top-hair-tail.. HAHAHHAH! Ai mei dao yai shi... :p


#5 Me with my ALMOST finishing peanut sweet soup.. hhehehe!

Ever since I quit my job from Faxcore, I can only join my brother and Meng Liang's friend for badminton. But most importantly, Vincent will be my permanent badminton partner since then. He is my sole partner in playing badminton for now. He will be my bad-mate (and bed-mate too Hahahahahaah!!) for my badminton game now.

I'm so happy to find a mate who love playing badminton just like me. So he won't be complaining why I spent so much time in badminton because he will play together gather with me. So he won't complaining if I spent so much time in other sports because he is a sportsman too! Most importantly, I manage to find such a "terror" player as boyfriend, proud la of course! ^_^

Base on what I know, he started to play at age 5 years old =.=""" while I think I started to play when I'm at Form 1 or Form 2. But I think both of us made up a good team for a mix doubles. I still remember the first time I saw him playing at USJ court. I was thinking "Wow, who's that guy who so geng chao in playing badminton one?@_@".

And there is another funny statement made by my niece when he joined Vincent playing badminton for the first time : "Wahh! I think I hear speaker sound when he smashed". Hahahaha! And they even named him as "Lee Chong Wei". Hahahahah! Ok, I think I praise him too much, and he might be floating by now (when reading this). Hahahahaha!

But babe, let me say this.. Thanks for being my mate. Thanks for accompanying me to play badminton eventhough I know you're tired after 1-2 hours futsal/football/basketball on the same day. Muakssss! Thanks. But too bad, as I mentioned up there *please scroll up and read*, you're my bad-soul-mate, so you will need to be with me whenever I go (I mean badminton)! HAHAHHAHA!

#1 Badminton session with Vincent, Alan, Kah Chun and Kah Hoe

WIll you marry me?

Yes, he ask me this question to me tonight, a night with a cloudy and chilling night while we are in his room chatting cuddling and out of sudden he take out a box, love-shaped box from his back-pack.

#1 The present, so happy and curious waiting urgently to know what's inside

I was so suprised seeing him taking out that box, thinking wolalala! he got something to give me? a suprise maybe? Hehehehe! Felt so curious on what's inside the box, you know la ..well, it must be something special since it was pplaced inside a love-shaped box. Something love-lovey thingy maybe... *still figuring keep on asking him what it is until............................. he said...........

"Is a ring, will you marry me?" - him
*big rolling eyes looking at him*
"You crazy ah?" - me
*laughing happily and feel so sweet inside my heart and brain start imagining what will happen if it is true*
"Why? Cannot ah?" - him

I proceed to open the box and ................................. *sweat* it was my powder foundation which I left at Donna's house during our last week Johor's trip. And Donna just passed it back to Siew Ping, then Siew Ping can pass to Vincent for Vincent to pass it back to me. Thanks to June/Donna who place the foundation inside a love-shape box so it make me think it is really something special from him, or somehow flash into my mind for few seconds at least, that he really meant it by saying it is a ring, a proposal ring. Naive me..... T_T

Frankly, if you asked me, I'm not sure what my feeling at that moment. Happy, dissapointed, relieve, sad, etc etc etc. Not sure I wish it's the REAL suprise or REAL wedding band or I should be relieve that he's not popping the REAL porposal or I should be happy he is just giving the REAL joke.

I know it is impossible that he will ask that "golden" question....come on.. how long we've been together, and I know he is not the type of person who will throw you a suprise out of no where without any occasion or event. So I should not be expecting much from that and live with it. But just the mix feeling on that moment make me emo abit.

For those who know what I am thinking, should know that I wish I could have future with him soon, but it will be too soon to be discuss now. But at the same time, it would advisable to think about marriage so soon. Ohhhh.... so complex ah... Anyway, there goes for the early April Fool...........

#2 =.=" my half-used lose powder

Vincent's Mom '10 Bufday

Another first time experience after being together with him, where he brought me back to his hometown to celebrate his mom's birthday. But however, we had a small argument on that because of this. Suprisingly he forgotten his mom's birthday when I asked him about the DOB of his family members. It was Saturday that day, and I insist that he go back to celebrate with his mom, but he keep on giving alot of reasons such as very rush, no time, his mom will scold and so on so on.

I just don't want his mom having the perception that he forgotten his family once started to date with me. At the same time, I also want to join his family celebration more often so we can get close to each other and blend to his family well enough before ....you know... well.. *shy shy* if i got the chance to officially call her "lai lai" hahahahaha, just like my family who used to celebrate birthdays and other events when possible.

However, after a while he manage to got to know that every of his brothers were back at hometown, and all out of sudden telling me that we're going back. So, I admit me being me, I throw abit of tantrums because of his "em teh em tiu" attitude. And I just don't like the last minute arrangement like this, rushing to go buy presents, rushing to go fix racket, rushing to go buy cake, rushing to go back, rushing to everywhere. Anyway, I admit is my fault for showing unhappy face to him just because I'm frustated due to the urgency, sorry. We just have 1-2 hours to settle everything before depart back, and another bad thing we need to go back on the same day. @_@

So we rush to buy the cake, we rush to fix the racket at Puchong, we rush to go buy present for his mom and manage to reach his house around 7++. Oh ya, due to last minute thingy, only Yomeishu flashed across my mind as a present for his mom as birthday gift. Hopefully, his mom like the last minute gift that I can think of. *cross fingers*

We "lepak" for few hours, dinner with his family, blow the cake, eat the cake, have a quick photo session, and chit chat for a while before we depart back to USJ around 10 something. It's a quick moments but a great one because from here I manage to see all of his brothers and at last for getting the 1st photo snapping together gather with his family. Thank god his brothers also willing to take photo one.. Fuhhhhhhh!!! At least same channel la ok! hahahahaah! Hope can join for his family outing more in future... Vincent, don't ever forget their birthday anymore.. LOL!!

#1 Happy Birthday Auntie, I choose this cake for Auntie one.. Nice or not! :p


#2 Vincent's mom and Vincent's niece


#3 Yummy keropok!!!! ^_^


#4 Birthday gal :p




#5 All of us... ^_^


#6 Very enjoyful shot! I lurve it!


#7 tang's brothers! Fuyohhh!!


#8 my present to Auntie, Yomeishu! ^_^