WIll you marry me?

Yes, he ask me this question to me tonight, a night with a cloudy and chilling night while we are in his room chatting cuddling and out of sudden he take out a box, love-shaped box from his back-pack.

#1 The present, so happy and curious waiting urgently to know what's inside

I was so suprised seeing him taking out that box, thinking wolalala! he got something to give me? a suprise maybe? Hehehehe! Felt so curious on what's inside the box, you know la ..well, it must be something special since it was pplaced inside a love-shaped box. Something love-lovey thingy maybe... *still figuring keep on asking him what it is until............................. he said...........

"Is a ring, will you marry me?" - him
*big rolling eyes looking at him*
"You crazy ah?" - me
*laughing happily and feel so sweet inside my heart and brain start imagining what will happen if it is true*
"Why? Cannot ah?" - him

I proceed to open the box and ................................. *sweat* it was my powder foundation which I left at Donna's house during our last week Johor's trip. And Donna just passed it back to Siew Ping, then Siew Ping can pass to Vincent for Vincent to pass it back to me. Thanks to June/Donna who place the foundation inside a love-shape box so it make me think it is really something special from him, or somehow flash into my mind for few seconds at least, that he really meant it by saying it is a ring, a proposal ring. Naive me..... T_T

Frankly, if you asked me, I'm not sure what my feeling at that moment. Happy, dissapointed, relieve, sad, etc etc etc. Not sure I wish it's the REAL suprise or REAL wedding band or I should be relieve that he's not popping the REAL porposal or I should be happy he is just giving the REAL joke.

I know it is impossible that he will ask that "golden" question....come on.. how long we've been together, and I know he is not the type of person who will throw you a suprise out of no where without any occasion or event. So I should not be expecting much from that and live with it. But just the mix feeling on that moment make me emo abit.

For those who know what I am thinking, should know that I wish I could have future with him soon, but it will be too soon to be discuss now. But at the same time, it would advisable to think about marriage so soon. Ohhhh.... so complex ah... Anyway, there goes for the early April Fool...........

#2 =.=" my half-used lose powder