:: PMS ::

Sorry babe for being such emotional for these few days..
I know I've been harsh sometime in talking to you..
I know sometime I might use the wrong words to ask for clarification..
I know but nothing I can say but sorry..

I know you've been trying hard to please me,
Regardless it's my fault or your fault,
You just remain silent and let me say what I want,
Not sure it's because of who I am,
Or because I'm on PMS,
I'm 2-3 days before my actual period day now.

For your information, I felt so bad these few days,
I felt so fat when standing in front of the mirror,
Seeing how big my tummy is,
How flabby my arm and thigh,
How big is my buttock,
How tight my jeans became.

I felt so ugly when I stand in front of the mirror,
I feel so FUGLY with all the blemishes and pimples on my face,
How ugly I am with the dark eye circle I had,
How ugly I am with the deep eye bag I had,
How ugly I am with the un-even skin tone I had,
How ugly I am with the black/whiteheads I had on my face, esepcially on my cheek! Yuckkkssss!!!

I felt so emo when removing my makeup,
When realizing that I actually super fugly without makeup,
Despite how others say how cute and pretty I am (when I'm on makeup),
I'm not naturally like that and I am ugly without makeup actually.

All just make me feel bad and feel like why I'm still here,
Go die better right.. =..=""
So emo now.. sighhhhh T_T